Blessings

I have been awhile not posting anything at all,, I was waiting for a laptop computer that I could use when I am inspired. Doesn't always seem that when one is inspired there is nothing around to write on and you hear the words in your head but you can never for the life of you place them on paper.
Now for the blessings part,, to me it seems that whatever I try suceeds, I call that blessings. Why?? Well because it is, sounds funny and kinda dumb but they are. Some would say I am led by God but I don't know if that is truth all the time. I clean houses for a living and I usually find favor with my clients, some I have had for years. I just try to do the best I can and make their life easier. I also sew doggie clothes which are functional and cute I see something in my head and I make it. For some odd reason I now have a little business,, who knew?? I learned to sew when I was little,, my mother tried so hard to teach me, but I was afraid of the sewing machine and I wanted to be a nurse. I have to chuckle at that.
To get orders from my little business or have my things in a store now that is what I call a blessing,, God being the great steward of this little brain, brought all the sewing knowlege out and not only that allowed me to teach myself. I never dreamed I would be selling things in a store.
Now I have to wrap this up as I look outside and see the snow blanket the ground and rocks and trees with white, and I sit warm and dry in front of this computer. Now thats a blessing.
I am still waiting for the laptop but when I can get to the computer and write something I will but this is all for now.

Today

I went for a walk in the back area and I took my camera. I saw all sorts of reds and greens it was beautiful. I don't think the pictures gave it any kind of justice. Well I had an impression that it was very rare to see the desert so beautiful. I would have liked to been given a gift of writing.

Today

Its raining again well really the first time in a week I think. I am amazed at God's thoughtfulness cuz I planted some lavender and sowed some seeds. I needed the rain to water them because its a hassle to take out the hose and connect it to our water, and hope that my husband doesn't forget to reconnect the water after we are done watering. I think sometimes that God knows what we need sometimes a little water,, sometimes to be sowed or just let His Sun shine into our hearts and minds allowing His Word to grow. I don't know if this makes sense or not but its here.
My brakes are really low on the car,, its kinda scary but I won't get them fixed any faster if I whine about them, and I am pretty booked for a couple days,, plus,,, its raining. Who wants to fix brakes in the rain?? Not my husband that is for sure. I have forgotten at times how blessed I am to have a car even though its ugly, doesn't have music and I can't drive it to Portland. I have a way to get to my jobs and to the grocery store etc. I really would like a new car well new to me, at least, something that is pretty much easier to drive and that I could take to Portland and to dog shows. I often wonder what it would take to get something newer. Maybe if I kept the car cleaner, or washed it or something else. I want to be a good steward of what I am given. I so long to know what it would take other than money. Perhaps I don't need a car right now??
Kingdom living sometimes relies on the goodness of others not meaning being moochy or expecting something from anyone, just the Lord laying good works toward us on someone's heart. I am sure expecting that hopefully soon.
Please Lord you know my need.
I thank you for your provision.
Help me be a good steward.
Show me where I fall short.
I love you.

I am sure,,,,

I am sure everyone has started out this way,, introducing her or himself, but I'm not gonna do that. Yeah huh?? I want to keep this simple and interesting if I can.
So I am Fonda Zion Brugger and this is my blog.